Monday, December 21, 2020
Countdown to the safe opening in Die Hard. Cue the Ninth Symphony by the great Ludwig.
Saturday, December 19, 2020
From the rapid prototyping lab: "throw your hands in the sky; wave 'em from side to side."
Thursday, December 17, 2020
Poem: Living just enough. Just enough, for the city.
Wednesday, December 16, 2020
Playing Bingo with the Gringo Money, or "Night of the Skywalkers".
We begin from San Pedro, going up the guts into America. Ranch-spread. Many fine horses. Chickens. Pigs. Women in lacy dresses. Drowsy cowboys, waiting to drink the night away.
Some high muck-a-muck Gringo with waxen handlebar mustache, as they say. A dandy. With a leather chair.
We will have it all. See, this is the way for Americanos. They want something, they just grab out at it.
But the Marshalls. The Texas Rangers.
Your heater stinks. I smell the odor getting into my clothes, my nose, my hair. It's sickening.
Monday, December 14, 2020
Siege of Yorktown, the injection heard 'round the world.(injectile dysfunction)
The invisible Tao hand stirring at the works, working at stirring.
Ever had a number break your back? I mean like, to enumerate suffering itself, as of an elderly mother fart, where you can say, of a certainty, it is bad. And then, to yourself, "am I dead?"
"I know this is not heaven, unless the smell has wafted up to us."
But know, I do not pretend to know, but I've sensed something, and from there passed into the innumerable.
The Tao.
There is the innumerable.
The broken back of nomenclature itself, as of the old way, to know, but only communicate in context. "Carry your gun to the barn, son." Or some such. That we crushed the Oxford English Dictionary under a stylish yet entirely comfortable niche shoe. And Bill Barr now has time to contemplate the indefinite qualities of the Tao, let those brush his felicities, dance so lightly across the ivories as not to chime but a single note, and of yet, to have crossed the keyboard entire.
Sunday, December 13, 2020
His Name Is Cemetery. He knows only to kill.
The Tao of Michael Biehn(an inference)
Biehn has been on both sides of the spectrum.
Good military, Bad military.
Infamous soldier from the future.
Rather decent, humble soldier from the future.
Then, like the clown from It, he seems to disappear for a time before surfacing again.
Saturday, December 12, 2020
The hog knows only to be filled. and some more.
Cheese toast/garlic toast/aka the Mckinnon Peanut Dome Pizza
This first needs two kinds of white cheese. First, somewhere, usually just on top, a good parmesan. You can grade it fine, like zesting a lemon, or you could go low buck and do the odd bottle of pre-prepped stuff. And yes, I know the pre-prepped has sawdust in it, but you know what?
It won't hurt you.
Second cheese, base layer. Mozzarella or Provolone. or something of that sort.
You can go nuts on your garlic butter. Or not. Going nuts means you break-out a sauce pan and infuse some garlic in butter, then drizzle/douse the bread with it.
Or you could go powdered garlic. I'm not a food snob. I've done it in years past, long before I ever realized I could get better garlic in the stores. But face it, we don't always have the time to be a gourmet in these matters.
So some said smears of butter with garlic powder dusted over.
Then A LITTLE ROSEMARY. And a good bit of basil. Make that butter look green.
PREP: OVEN BETWEEN 350-425 Farenheits.
You need any old kind of bread, but its got to be hotted with the garlic butter actually on it, so that it melts BEFORE you add the cheese.
Hot that butter before you add your cheese, unless you're using the no-prep pre-graded Parmesan, then you can just shower that on with the garlic and other before the warming.
Mind that was just a warming. DO NOT BROWN THE BREAD ON FIRST WARMING.
No put your cheese on it, and watch it sweat for a few minutes in the oven, on the toast, the whole thing becoming harmonious.
Then you have garlic toast/cheese toast or Garlic Cheese, Cheesy Garlic Toast. They served this at roping and tractor pulls in Mckinnon, and the odd Macbeth or Hamlet showing.
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The Thin Blue Line, a historical biographical bit.
The penumbra of altruism. 2 things that boost my spirit.
Two things I've found that uplift me and nourish me in my short and unfulfilling few years on earth.
First, every few weeks, I look over the book of Ephesians, preferably King James Version of the Holy Bible. As a saved Christian, its sort of moot, in a sense, to look at the promises, because as they say, "I've already made the purchase, so I don't need to look at the sales brochure again", and yet it just amps me up.
Some of my theology fellows take Calvin to task on pre-destination, and indeed, when this is mentioned in Ephesians, its sort of glazed over. For a truth, we acknowledge that God knows all, and man doesn't, so in effect, God chose his believers, and we butt-hurt, poo-poo as to why he didn't choose everyone. But Man must know grace and salvation is available to all, that most everyone has a chance at salvation. Man must know that from his own perspective; meanwhile God knows the beginning and the end at once.
We would even say "why would God care?" Saved or unsaved, we are His children, too. So he cares, and is under no obligation whatsoever. God cares because that is his will.
It's altruism, a vast penumbra of altruism hanging over our reality. Which leads to Buddhist ethics, our next topic.
Second, the Four Noble Truths of Buddha. Now, I'm not a Buddhist, but I agree with a lot of their ethics, without committing to much of it. But the realization of suffering, whether in me, or from without, is powerful.
I have made myself suffer. I work on ending that.
People have abused my emotions. I work on ending that.
But really, do we not see so much that others suffer unjustly? And how can we feel a lack of pathos for that? So much undeserved suffering! Some have had it so much worse, and yet, human resiliency, you'd be surprised what a person could get used to.
I love to dish out some hugs.
FR, niggie.
Realize suffering, trace its cause, work at that, and finally, free yourself. However, it is not a "once and done" proposition, unless you make some changes in your methods, after. Elseways, you will be assailed by more hurting relatives or money concerns or angry motorists. Something is always there, that is, always there,
unless you have a method. And the Buddhist moderate path, is not so much unlike the analogy of Marcus Aurelius, in which the good Stoic is but a leaf flowing on the current. And in the maze of sneering at popular sentiments, we are last told to maintain our objectivity, our own perspective, but not to fight.
Thursday, December 10, 2020
We each, among us, see the same things, yet have very different perspectives, ie: the fish, the bird, and the worm.
Tuesday, December 8, 2020
The tao, random movie quotes, and today in verse.
Monday, December 7, 2020
Molly's lick-wet toes, and some bedraggled eyes. I twiddle at it, fiendishly.
Mister Mayor, were there irregularities?
Friday, December 4, 2020
The tao of the the great handfuls of fog.
One of the great riddles of life is this.
The more we try to hold on to something, keep it at our clasp, the greater the chance we have of losing it or ruining it altogether.
Our best efforts can come to nil, meanwhile, with only minimal tending, our gardens grow; and our thoughts betray us. Love poisons, because it can come about for entirely the wrong reasons, and all the while, while we grasp and hold, our love turns to hate, like silt in the well water.
Of certainty and uncertainty, the seminal principle must be something along the lines of "right intention", or in the old vernacular, a kind of "noble purpose", observing a kind of rightness unbeguiled by either certainty or uncertainty, as the unconscious mind guides us, almost as if we could find love or fortune by just some underdeveloped internal sensibility. Certainty and uncertainty take a holiday and something as undefined as the tao comes into play, some seminal principle of the universe, and our hands move, with us being scarcely aware of it, as if to knit and darn and fiddle at the threads until the work is prepared.
Damming back the water would consume us. Behold an office on the face of the structure, men perturbed to sit and watch, day in and day out, see to the holding back of the water. Almost a jail sentence to be the poor bastard sent over public works hour after hour, but somehow accounted for, with one soul here and one or two souls there, for the good of all, the laying down and wasting of a few.
Conversely, in other matters, one lost and the world cries foul for having seen something of himself in the victim. "My emotions!" might exclaim the sufferer, following a thread of his own, unaware that after a time, the path of truth is lost, and there is only some revenging of an outraged daydream of a ghost, and that having reminded one of one's self.
I once called Danica Patrick, "a Ferrari". And I said, "I could see myself in that." Polishing the surface with the downsoft innards of baby diapers, and in the Rosa Corsa hue, I would see my own anxious face looking back at me, with a kind of blank concern.
My Fiat ticks and buzzes so. I would have it away, perhaps, and upgrade to a better beater.
Blank as trying to define the tao, for certain. That face on the top edge of the fender.
Hunter Thompson. "Oh fuck, that was me." That same blank face, as if I were digging out a splinter or dismembering a squirrel, with a kind of unmotivated attention, the kind of internally blank thing, as of a star collapsing inwards on itself, to then bedraggle and ruin several solar systems.
Working on my Ferrari. Stethoscope on the valve covers, getting a more symphony din than possible in naked sound, screwdriver on the exhaust manifold, feeling for that smoothness, than rhythm.
I could then, like my automobili, appreciate and pet over the Tao, but I cannot own it or fully lay hold of it. I can feel particles with I put my hands in the cloud, but I cannot put my arms around the cloud. So the particles on my hands, kissing, that part-damp, suffices for an experience, and not an ownership or proper having.
Such as to say, they agree that I own the cow, but the milk seems to go on after a time.
I burn more calories while watching others work, than while I'm just resting idly.
"vapid certitude", Boxey and Odetta, and the Jazz Workshop album.
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